A few years ago, I gave in and had a sleep study. While lying there waiting for the tech to hook me up, I turned on the TV and started flipping channels and stopped on TBN to the KLove awards. Mercy Me was singing “I Can Only Imagine”. I silently teared up and remembered why I was at that study to begin with.
You see, my daddy passed away a couple of years prior, and it’s believed that he died in his sleep. He had sleep apnea but wasn’t wearing his CPAP at the time. It had been my biggest fear that I would die in my sleep. I’m sorry to sound morbid. I worried about it; I had anxiety about it and laid awake at times afraid to close my eyes.
I had known for YEARS & YEARS that I needed to have a Sleep Study, even after daddy passed. It’s no secret that I ‘slept loudly’…ok, I snored.
I have heard this song too many times to count. What will heaven really be like? What will I do first? When my eyes close here on earth and I open them in Heaven who will I SEE first? What did my daddy see, who did he talk to first?
Part of me experienced a heavenly 2×4 that made me realize that, as a child of God, I have NOTHING to fear. If I close my eyes here and open them THERE…..I MEAN COME ON HEATHER, it’s HEAVEN!!! Where else could be better? (The answer to that is NOWHERE).
My friends, if you don’t have a peace of where you will be when you close your eyes for the final time, PLEASE, ask me how you can know. I can tell you! You can have this PEACE that a child of God has! You can KNOW for certain
I’m attaching a photo that I took of the sky on my wait to that sleep study. I saw a & a reminder of the love of God…please let me tell you of that love if you don’t know.
